“You look like a protagonist.” – Rainbow Rowell
Are you ever watching a movie and think wow this main character is stupid? Are you correct? Most likely. But are they giving you some intense main character vibes because of it? Also yes.
You have to be the main character of your own life. You have to do the stupid things sometimes to figure out your place in life. You deserve to be the main character. So, be it.
Do the things a main character would do. Feel the things a main character would feel. There is nothing stopping you besides yourself.